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dirt

by kendall :3

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1.
dirt 01:28
2.
waiting 03:23
waiting on my hair to dry waiting for the snow to melt i'll keep waiting waiting for what waiting waiting for what waiting for the sun through the trees waiting to see where your love will carry me can it save me by letting me go i'll keep waiting waiting for what waiting waiting for what and i don't wanna live no i don't wanna live in an apartment again but i can't live without yeah i can't live without a/c and i don't wanna lose no i don't wanna lose track of my time on earth but i'll gladly put it to waste sitting at the tv and i don't wanna know no i don't wanna know just how much time is left so you better start lying you better start lying to me (just how long can you wait and how much more can you take and how much more can you take and just how long can you wait and how much more can you take and just how long can you wait and how much more can you take and just how long can you wait)
3.
team player 04:00
liftoff do you like my playing when you know i'm pissed off? can you smile through hail and the rain don't get soft on me cause it's all on 3 i can't stand this shit right or wrong, it's so sweet i could get sick laying alone taking peeks at all the gifts you gave like it's this you crave but aren't i such a good team player yknow i'm such a good team player you know that you can blame it all on me the second i stop making you happy aren't i such a good team player you know i'm such a good team player you know that i could play on your team i just don't think you'll pick me stand down you spite all the ways that my failings panned out like a violent wave hit the railing, man down spit on the graves with an open hand out and doubt keeps prying away like a hopeless heartache keep flying away when i focus harder cry it away when i know i'm not smart enough but aren't i such a good team player aren't i such a good team player you know that you can blame it all on me the second i stop making you happy aren't i such a good team player you know i'm such a good team player you know that i could play on your team i just don't think you'll pick me
4.
moss 01:32
5.
ash 03:32
all we could have been all we could have done bound along the stone bring yourself home such a beautiful man bring your laurels palm-brushed flowers and grass sun-beamed, holy now bring the fire i can see your town from up on high smog spitting stone and brick free floating oak and sticks what is so important as to need this why do we even need the smoke at all why do we have to go and kill a god where do we go when this is gone i could fight the townsfolk i could make them turn and flee i can start an avalanche loose my arrow from the trees i could bring my blade to you swipe it right across your throat bring a curse into your home leave you nowhere else to go
6.
blood 03:09
breathe you in like particulate and push you out when i start feeling different under skin is where the feelings went so dig them out with a knife and a bobby pin just make me scream make me wake up the neighborhood and smell like me for as long as you're willing i don't have to leave i can still do your bidding you can break my heart until it stops tell me you don't know what to do but you knew back then when i stood close to you and you drooled so hard i can still hear the droplets hit the floor like a car into a wall have a seat, let me pour out all my blood and let you drink drink drink drink drink let you drink it all up here's my bones, let me break them while you throw up in the sink sink sink sink sink sink a little farther bite down harder, leave a mark snap the bone until it shatters it doesn't matter i can't imagine braving through this static tear me like a stuffed toy rip me like elastic tell me you don't know where we are as you scoop my guts from the front of the car all the sweat and spit and the snot and the stuff of me just falling through your fingers to the ground have a seat, let me pour out all my blood and let you drink drink drink drink drink let you drink it all up here's my bones, let me break them while you throw up in the sink sink sink sink sink sink a little farther
7.
moment 01:06
8.
zastruga 01:36
hypoxiac in spades from elements i've braved rip off my gloves and burn off my hands in the gray hiking boots that rise from the snow to my waist if i pull on you harder i know i could dig out your face don't stop don't let me slow you down flip me on my head plant me in the ground this mountain shares my name double duty years both a sign and a grave
9.
nervous 01:51
my chest with a heavy heave knocks me off my feet my arms like a reverie toss to help me breathe i'm nervous i'm out of my head with a start i stay the same way when we part my legs like a fallen calf pylons that bend and weave i'm nervous i'll bring myself home in the dark i'll count myself blue til it stops
10.
pin 02:01
a house of empty rooms sung into like blowing up balloons i'll tape the boxes i'll pick up your slack when you're gone time laid out flat like a painting dashes of red in the ocean for seaweed in the sun like you know like you showed me life full of everything more than i could give back so slow carry the load like boxes of stuff to the back of the truck and when it is sold and you leave from your bed you'll live safe in my head
11.
prickly pear 04:14
i can not hold all this worry these shovels won't snap through the root from shoulders i watch for coyotes but some men are killers too screaming tectonic pains make my head split sunless days bring my hands to the dark prickly pear feeling mind making me miss moonlit rides and heat-seared walks (pedal hard through ravine on flat tire cactus pins will run you through) these hairs are gonna stay left prints on the stage you'll find and i yearn for empty days alone and safe (whole world like a grave nothing more than a place) i'll leave my home shut the screen door let the gail winds knock me to the floor i'll love the hurt you put me through because i love you
12.
rosemary 01:20
all we could have said all we could have done remembering what you said this is not the end rosemary bush lay right below watch the wind blow what if i die all alone just like before i was born under your leaves
13.
ufo 02:14
five lights in the sky tonight so high up above so wide that it covers the moon neighbors outside they all see what i see in the sky so i know that i'm not all alone this is real i don't know if i'm ready to talk about it i don't see anything on the news about my ufo now my neighbors won't tell me what they saw am i the only one who saw a ufo can you see it too or was it really just me
14.
sleep 01:36
soft form and emptiness, loving you cruel names and emphasis hardly true over the parapets you see through the fog i can never live the same way again departing from the castle we built but you don't have to scrub these walls like i do tie myself to chandeliers and haunt you bring me sun to help with all the things i can't do you have all the castles in the world to fly to cobbled steps to bound but i'm too weak i think i'll just go to sleep

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for helen

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released August 22, 2021

album art by cate wurtz lamezone.net
bandcamp profile image by rory frances roryfrances.com

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